chapter 1

i am sad because my herbs are dying from the inversion.

also because i suffer from SAD (although i am self diagnosed) i feel like i am dying. when i don't see the sun for a few days, my mind gets cloudy just like the sky. i can't think straight and i get lazy. like right now i have my art history book open but i am not reading, instead i am typing.

i want to take a nap but naps are for after you get home from a long day... i haven't gone outside. i woke up late and missed church. i got out of bed at 12:30, made my bed, hopped in the shower, got out of the shower, ate a pb, banana, and honey sandwich, and went back to sit on my bed while i read and did homework. why am i so tired? SAD.

i know that if i went running, or for a bike ride or to the gym i would feel much more alert. exercise is a cure all. but today is sunday and i can't exercise on sunday. maybe i will put on some real clothes and jog to the mail box.